Post by Danikaiju on Aug 5, 2009 4:43:07 GMT -5
Threshold to Heaven
I feel cold here
But it feels good
There is nothing here that I will ever fear
But I will always bleed the pain of nostalgia
Only memories make the ground that I stand on and dreams are the air that I breathe
Ashes rain from above and fall onto black water’s surface
To the bottom were iridescent shells are scattered among bone
I see my reflection in a mirror shard lain in the pure snow
watch as it wavers in flames that burn no light
My gown of satin lace flowing in oil black raven feathers
Lips parted as a sound of mourning wails from my heart
Eyes half opened see the hallow trees whose branches twist and entwine themselves into a threshold
A soft breeze brings the hauntingly melodic hum of wind chimes
Ears echo with the sound of wolves crying out for love to the far distant luminescent moon
The stars above like the twinkle in demons’ eyes are filled with the eternal night’s majesty
The sweet sent of For Get Me Nots remind me of you
Lilies for my mother and Daisies for my sister
The purplebells of Nightshade for me
If you can hear me
Tell me
what it is like to enter through the threshold
My love for you is eternal as my love for God
but my heart will always be set on the darkness
for that is what truly is beauty
Moths bathed in silver white light flutter their silken wings and leave only but a trail of dust in the frozen air
Crown of dual horns spiral from my head
Woven of thorns and hemlock
I taste the poison that is so bitter
but when I think of you
As it touches my tongue it is like warm honey
I myself have frozen over with all that is here
Solitude forever me and forever you
and those who love solitude are no better than beast
A beast I am
Yet alone it may seem
I am comforted by the light that leaks through the branches
and I am standing outside, waiting
For this place is my world
My sanctuary from the world of flesh
I belong here and no were else
And in death
My soul will forever wander in the threshold to heaven
